emotion dump - 490719368

490719368

I hate myself. I'll be blunt, harsh, and straight about it. You have no idea. I think I need real help...I'm being anarexic again...I've started cutting again...I'm doing harder and harder drugs ...I admit to the substance abuse, the simple overdoses of pain killers...I admit to wanting to seduce people again...I'm a murderer in the worst way, because I would never hurt another person...I'm only killing me, and this time I don't want to cry for help...I ran out of tears, and I don't want help from THEM...THEY ARE THE PROBLEM...I'm so confused and I will never figure this out...I feel like a stupid depressed skanky heroin chic...thats the only modeling style I could do...forget what people say about my talent...I have one great talent...fucking things up for myself...at least this time I admit it............. what am I doing?????!!!

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